Psychosocial

So I was on my way to JKT for doing a medical check up of my post cancer medication.

Do we underestimate God? Do you believe in God? Do you believe that He is Merciful, Greatful, powerful, the almighty, and so many else. If you do, try to not be pessimistic to Him. Lately, I’ve found many complains stated on the status in Social Media about how would be my future? Will it be good or bad? May I give up? I’ve tried so many things and ways, why did it not work? And so many else. 

I’ve been so hard passing this years. Starting by the shocked moment where I mad as fuck to everybody including God. I don’t know how to express my disappointment. I feel so alone and lonely.

Mana tau aku.. Kau sedang apa, yang aku tau aku sedang melamunkan rinduku. Rindu yang sangat tak tertahankan. Rindunya sapi

serem ya Sudah di liwa, sudah bersama keluarga. Sudah enak karena diurusin emak yang super luar biasa.

ku bangun dari tidur, sang surya sudah di atas biaskan cahaya terang tuk diriku yang terbatas ventilasi ruangan bentukkan sebuah bayangan seberkas memori masa lalu akan kekangan

Assalamualaikum. Buat yang nanya gue ngilang kemana. Gue lagi sakit nih, kena kanker, namanya kanker nasofaring.